Have you ever noticed how complicated you are as a person.  You have feelings that you really don't understand as to where they come from or what they really mean.  It is as though there is another person somewhere inside of you and maybe even 2 or 3 places where there is something that is real and discernible, but hard to really identify.  I know that most of my real understanding does come from the scriptures or the gospel where we learn who we really are and the combination of spirit and body that makes up our total.  But starting there still leaves a lot to learn and it is really a lifetime's effort.  Understanding 'it' includes understanding opposites, progression, God's hand in our life, and our own desires which do eventually come out in the way we become and what we become.  It seems too simple to say, but what we really, really want is what we will really, really get.  And 'becoming' trumps 'knowing' in the end.   It begins to make a little more sense when we understand that our life here is actually Act 2.  And this 'veil' thing is really there and not really there at the same time.  The sense of it all comes a little bit more when we understand the 'test'; it's reality, it's purpose and the way that it works for us or against us.  It is all so wonderful. And the context of Act 1, 2 and 3, though equally hard to grasp, brings it all together.  The key for me right now is finding that spirit part of me and making sure that it is in charge.  I find that everything goes so much better when that is the case.