I surely do have a lot of material to study.  There are years and years of recorded data and experiences galore available to be examined and compared and pulled apart.  But the subject is still a bit of a conundrum to me.  Maybe that is because 'it' keeps changing in lots of little ways and reacts differently from day to day.  It is hard to really get a hold of a moving target.  But I keep on trying to understand for it is actually a commandment of sorts.  After all, aren't we instructed to 'know thyself'?  I have learned a lot about me, but I still wonder about so much.  You'd think that with so much 'evidence' to examine it would be easier, but not so much.  The 'me' that I found this morning when I got up seems different then the 'me' that I remember even from yesterday morning.  And my past 'me' surely differs from the present 'me' in lots of subtle ways.  It seems that as soon as I have something figured out I go on to something else and then realize that even the figured out part has changed.  But I am getting used to it.  I have come to understand that that is a good thing.  Our life is a time for us to change and to grow and being different from yesterday is usually a good thing.  I understand that change is most often unnoticed as it is happening.  So when it is noticed you are already working on some new lesson.  Spending lots of time on the review seems to matter only as it pertains to whatever new lesson you are dealing with.  But I feel that there is still so much to learn and so little time to learn it.