I have not written for a time because the thought in my head haven't been very clear to me.  I have had this idea rattling around for quite a while, but it seemed muddled and not conclusive.  Right now I feel that writing it down may help me to focus it better.  I think I have referred to one of 'them' before and 'it' has continued to be on my mind.  It has to do with how I do my job compared to how I am being 'paid' for my job.  My effort is so weak, yet my 'pay' is so high.  It has taken some time to get used to it being my reality.  Every day I fall further behind, in dept, to Father in the way that He blesses me.  I do believe that I am trying harder to do better because of that but my debt will continue to increase and I will just have to get used to it.  That is the way that He is.  I started a new book last week and it has had a profound effect on me.  "Earth: In the Beginning"  I recommend it to all of you.  I would love to have long and deep discussions with any of you about it.  I admit that my life has changed (for the better).  I am trying to catch up with it and it is a challenge, but I am enjoying what is happening to (and for) me.  Maybe you might find time where we can sit down together and discuss all that is going on around us in this year 2013 ( and my 68th).