I was up early and on my way to my office as Sheila was walking out to go to work.  I made a comment about what she was wearing as I knew that she had been told that she could wear red or blue to honor the BYU-- U U rivalry.  She was wearing her blue pants but the school t-shirt that is red.  I said something about not knowing what her loyalties were and she said that she would change to a blue shirt for me.  I said that it didn't matter as long as I knew what her loyalties were.  She said that they were to me.  Kind of puts all of that talk into perspective doesn't it?  Can you imagine people and even families choosing to be divided over something so trivial!  (I guess that I was once there too.)      Anyway, here I am in the office ready to 'do' my Friday.  Can't relax because there is way too much on my mind.  Yesterday I did some surfing by searching names from my past.  I brought up the Facebook of a girl I had a crush on in high school.  Seems that right now she is on a mission with her husband in Bolivia.  Hmm, me what am I doing?  Oh, that Sierra Newbold, the little girl that was killed some months ago, she is her niece.  Must have gotten the news in the field.  Hmm, which life will I choose to live?  "Got me own thanks!"  (The response I got a lot from door knocking during my mission in Australia.)