Last night was a birthday party for Zach.  It was a fun time, but more for him and friends then an intimate family gathering.  Just a sign that he is growing up  12 already and ready to get the 'first 1/2' of the priesthood next week.  I also noticed another grand son who seems to have grown up a bit lately.  I'm speaking of Colton, little Colton.  He's an experience veteran in school now, and it has changed him some.  He just seems older to me.  I don't know if Shelli and Phil concur, but from this grumpa perspective the little guy is becoming a little man.  Still likes ice cream, but then that isn't a little guy thing anyway.  To me it seems that he is no longer the baby that he was.  Now that my work week is over and I have a Saturday to enjoy my 'understand the day' (U- from p.u.s.h. u.p.s.) is there for me.  Saturday and Sunday are special days for me, and even more so when the previous 5 have been good days as well.  I enter this week end feeling more positive then I have in a while.  I really believe that I am changing for the better.  Course that really isn't my call.  The truth of it will have to be verified elsewhere, but I believe that it can be, and maybe, will be sometime.  Enjoyed those of the family that were there last night, and missed those who were not there.  Look forward to seeing all of you more and often.