Greet-nicks to my family.  I love all of you, and I love each of you.  I think of each and all of you often throughout my day and I am always feeling the frustration of time and space that keeps us inside our own life.  I do cherish the times when those are overridden and we are together.  At the moment I just want you to know that 'you' are always with me and I hope that in the same way that I am with you.  I often talk with Sheila about our love and how it is expressed.  I have said to her and even to my priesthood brethren when I have taught them that I use the 'squeegy' test.  Sheila way back asked that I squeegy our shower afterwards.  I struck a deal that I not have to 'work' on Sunday, but the other days I squeegy in honor of her.  Seems silly, but not so.  To me it is real, and although not discussed much it is what it is.  I wonder shat the 'test' is that would let you know that I love you.  With that 'time and space' thing it is often just living what we know to be true.  I know that I need to say it more and make the living it part even more real, but it it real and I do love you.  I hope that you feel that you can share all of this with me each day and often.  YOU are  my reason.