I'm back.  Did you notice?  I have been missing Sundays for awhile, but I missed yesterday, only 1 day, but I wonder if anyone even noticed.  I was 'sick' in a way for a day and my reserve just wasn't there.  I had nothing inside to bring out and share.  All of my thoughts were for me and I needed some time to recoup and heal, but now I am back.  I feel really good and I do have at least one thought that I want to share with you. I'm sure that you all understand how it feels to fall short, or just plain mess up.  You realize how many people that matter to you that you have let down, and you start to wonder how Heavenly Father can keep on forgiving you.  You wonder if your 'credit' has been used up, how long can he keep helping you bounce back, and is He getting tired of what you keep asking of Him?  Have you worn out your heavenly welcome?  Well, the answers are:  forever, always and He still loves you, and He is ALWAYS there for you and  me.  If you could find fault with Him it would be that He can't count.  He doesn't remember all the times before; He lives in the now and in your future.   We certainly get tired of requiring him to forgive us. but He never tires of doing the forgiving.  Take that to the temple!