Tuesday, December 18, 2012

I am feeling some very good things going on inside of me.  I notice because it is definitely different then 'normal'.  And I am meaning this in a good way, a very good way.  There is a touch of concern because it could interfere with me wanting to do any work, but then again, if I can figure a way to 'use' it, it just might motivate me to do that work.  I do closely associate my work with my family anyway, so this thing that I feel fits right in there.  In this stage of my life I have been able to distance myself from  many 'things of the world' and draw closer to 'things of eternity' while I am trying to really learn what it means to be 'in the world, but not of the world' and right now, today, seems the perfect context to continue my study.  I do hope that this feeling doesn't dissipate or wear itself out, but I know that it does do that.  Perhaps I can hold on to it long enough to understand it better.  And we will see just how it afects my today, this Tuesday, December 18th, 2012.  Perhaps it will end up being just another day (not likely with this start), or perhaps it will contribute to elevating good to something better.  (I'm anxious to see.)

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