The weekend has come and gone.  It was good, and it had some down moments.  The best part was the feeling I had when I thought about or we talked about that dirty dash that several of our kin (all female) participated in.  We did see the two pictures on Facebook and got to talk some with Cicily about it.  Sheila did talk to Sherri and Shelli on the phone, but I want to see more pictures and hear  more about it from them.  Sheila and I were really happy about how much fun they had.  While they were there Robert was here working with his mother to help her get some rooms cleaned out and organized for Sharolyn's gang in about a week.  He didn't ask much of me because he said that I was 'too fragile' but Sheila talked me into actually getting rid of some stuff that she said that I was 'hoarding'.  Our Sunday was good and quiet, but quite filled up with serious pondering along with some time together watching a 'good for Sunday' show on tv.  Sheila decided to start her new routine at 6:30 this morning and is now outside pulling weeds.  I am into really trying to figure me out as to where I am n my life paying attention to my level of faith and realizing that there is so much more for me to learn about everything, but right now: humility and diligence.  It is a really weird time for me.  What I want and what I need are battling out inside of  me.  And I admit that that creates lots of confusion for me.  Not that I don't know what to do, I just don't know what to do!  Anyway, with everything going on there is lots of neat things happening and I am enjoying life so much.  Its just that it does bring a lot of 'stuff' with it.  Choices, choices choices!