I can't quite put my finger on it, but something is different about me (us).  Something good has happened and I notice it and am trying to understand it perzactly.  I am wise enough to know that it is a result of our new calling with the accompanying priesthood blessing, a new level of spirituality due to our commitment and diligence and I also figure that our badge has something to do with it.  But there is still much for me to try and understand.  We haven't even really done anything yet, but still we are different enough for me to notice.  And I have to say that it feels good, real good.  I wrote this last entry about being called to the perfect assignment for us.  It feels that way even more, and I am beginning to be able to replace my fears with my faith.  I don't quite understand that process much either, but I am aware of it too.  We are no longer on that 'verge'.  We are in a new 'zone' with new horizons to explore and new 'equipment' to master.  And this 'geezer' feels like a young kid just off to his first days at school looking forward to such a great, new adventure.