Sunday, April 6, 2014

I know.  I know I skipped yesterday.  But there was a pretty good reason, and it was also my decision to wait until now (Sunday morning before 9:30 [and General Conference] on April 6th).  My whole routine got fouled up with it being Saturday, and General 
 Conference Saturday at that.  After immersing myself into 6 hours of deep study I felt so overwhelmed with all that was floating around in my head that I decided that I needed a night's sleep to allow for settling and sorting  and recharging.  So that is what I did.  Now I'm ready for 4 more hours of the same plus an evening with family and another night to sleep before I get back to my 'real' world on Monday morning.  There is so much going on in me.  I started with lots and yesterday added so much more.  Somehow I feel like I am new and better.  There is so much that I have to modify or discard like I am really, really seriously into this growing and changing thing.  And it seems to be happening faster and more then it ever has before.  I'm not sure that any of you can really understand what I am talking about as I can't myself.  But I am trying my best to put words to the way that I am feeling.  And by putting it down here it helps me, and if you get something out of it too, well, so much the better.  I plan on working really hard today at trying to absorb and understand what will be said, and seek for that special message which will be there just for me.  I pray the same for each of you, and I am excited about what comes now.

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