I've been waiting for the end of my Saturday to write and then go to bed.  Sheila and I just finished watching a movie that I recorded from a free preview a week ago.  It was the end of a pretty productive day for me.  We finally got out taxes finished and even mailed off, and I can't explain just how good it feels to have that task done and gone, and it didn't cost us near what I had been worried about early on.  Then I closed out my week (I'm only 2 weeks behind) and paid me (us).  That is good cause we have a big, big bill due this coming week.  I also had Sheila give me that badly needed hair cut this afternoon.  With all of that I feel good about my day.  But my doctor's visit from yesterday still weighs on me some.  Seems my ac-1 level tested higher then it has before.  I chose option exercise and better diet control over expensive drugs and have to see him again in July.  It was something more serious then I would have liked, but it is what it is.  So I need to be serious about it.  Seems my load can provide that 'spiritual traction', but I am still figuring out just what I need to do about it to make it work for me.  So much to do, and only 24 hours in a day to do it.  And getting older and more worn-out has to be figured in the equation.I figure I know almost enough to make it work.  Its the doing of it all that is the part that still requires me to do and be more and better.