Having a better then normal day can lead to a come down day.  I guess the better day is still worth it, but I wish that I didn't have to 'come down' after wards. What I am saying is that Sunday was much better then normal so in comparison today felt liked it lacked something.  I am also noticing the affects of my visit to my eye doctor this afternoon, and my eyes are not seeing the computer screen very well.  Once a year my regular has me visit my eye doctor who checks me out for diabetic myothamy and  glaucoma and any other sigh of change in my vision.  In order to do all of that he dilates my pupils so he can study my optic nerve.  It makes for some discomfort for the rest of the day and I also developed a bit of a headache from it.  Every time I look at the screen to check what I am writing I notice a difference because my pupils have not yet returned to normal.  It will take much of the night but when I wake up in the morning I should be fine.  It did give me opportunity to 'force' Sheila to go with me and we did do some talking about the thoughts we had from conference weekend.  We both really enjoyed the time we had last night with our kids, but it reminded us of those that were not there and that is a bit of a tender spot for us when we think about it.  As for me, my mind is still full of thoughts just floating around in my head unattached (unattached thoughts that is).  Each thought just brings more questions so it becomes difficult to find any clear conclusions.  So questions abound, conclusions do not.  Combine that result from conference weekend and add in normal confusion from being at this stage of our lives and we feel like we really don't know what is going on, or what we really want to go on in our lives.  Maybe as a good night's rest will help clear up my eye trouble it might also help clear up my confusion and help me have some good, clear conclusions.    Is anyone out there?