Some nights the blank screen before me is more daunting then on other nights. I almost always have thoughts rolling around in my mind, but either I can't define them very well in order to put them into words, or they seem too complicated to figure out how to put them into words. I try to review my day but it usually comes up appearing so dull that even I have little interest in recounting it. But I did fill my time and I work pretty hard, but I never feel like my work is done. Maybe I'm just catching up to the way Sheilas had to work during all those years when we were raising up you eight kids. Her work never came to an end in those days. This morning I did talk for a short time with Shelli. As soon as I answered the phone she realized that Sheilas was at the temple on this Tuesday. During our talk she asked me why I wasn't working at the temple myself. I told her that I simply did not have time. That sounded like a lame answer to me, but it is true. I do wonder if I could handle it though. It certainly couldn't hurt me any.
For several months now I have had a feeling of impending something. That's the only way that I can describe it. I don't know what, but I assume it to be good, and I don't know when, but I have felt like it was 'impending' for a long time now. As soon as it does happen I will let you know what it is. Hopefully it will be something worth all the fuss. (Maybe it is just summer. It has got to happen sometime. I'm getting kind of tired of winter hanging on so long.) (But my 'impending' feeling has been around way longer then anything connected with the seasons.)
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