"Relax" is a wonderful word.  I hope that to relax can almost never be defined as a negative.  I'm sure that it might be under certain circumstances, but right now my use of the word describes a good thing--a really good thing.  My whole self is all for relaxing.  It is time to put myself into a different place and just relax.  I can't say that I have worked so hard that I deserve this, or that I would die if I wasn't able to do it.  But I look forward to it and I am going to enjoy it.  I guess that I did do something good today.  Sheila was gone a lot of today doing good stuff.  First the was at Chase's 8th birthday party helping Shelli. She told me that there were more then 18 kids at the party.  She also played taxi driver to and from and got back in time to send Amanda Rae and Aubree off with their dad for a month's visit.  Shortly after I was trying to convince her to do some errands for me when she got a phone call.  A ward sister needed help so off she went.  Not too much later she came back with 2 extra 'tendee's' to go along with the other 3 dropped of to my care while she was away.  I actually played 'sitter' (warden) a little bit to help out.  Around 6 the dad of the 2 came and got them and I retired and she continued tending.  So her whole day has been service.  I get to count about an hour.  But my hour took its toll.  I have expended my energy.  I am now officially 'relaxing'.