What a strange day.  After getting home about 2 p.m. I was completely out of it.  I couldn't do anything but sit and chill.  I was so far removed from any  kind of a work mind set that even the simplest of tasks had no ability to attract me.  The morning spent at the court house for Sharon's 'trial' affected me that much.  I have spent much of my time since I got back home trying to figure out what it is that happened to me.  I recognize it as having happened to me before but not so dramatically.  I finally figured, after some advice from Sheila, that I needn't feel guilty about it.  Just accept it and look starting over in morning.


As for the 'trial:  I was bored to death and so glad that I am not an attorney or a judge.  Sharon's attorney was alright, but Jeff's 'mouthpiece' seem to me to be a real loser.  Let's hope that when the decision if finally rendered that the Judge agrees.  


I am writing this the next morning because the computer killed me last night.  I was happy to see part of it saved, but the last part was a reconstruction.  So the main points from "yesterday":   happy to be there to support Sharon   happy to see other family and friends there as well   really only felt pity for Jeff, he has turned into such a dark and forlorn shell of a person    surprised at how out of it I was the rest of the day     feel good this morning, but have lots to do to catch up with my life which did not stop during my time of service, but that is as it should be.