Big sigh!  I am really tired after another 'complete' day.  But I have gotten to the point where I just don't dwell on or even think much about the day just past.  I don't mourn the tasks that I should or could have done and didn't do either.  (Well, maybe a little.)  And right  now I am too tired to think much about tomorrow.  I have a general ideal of what tomorrow will bring, but I know that those thoughts will come to me all night long.  Some of the will even be good ideas about what Friday can be.  But for now let it wait.  I also am getting pretty good at letting the negative thoughts about our situation not bother me.  I could spend a lot of energy worrying about that, but what good does it do?  I do have a general plan that I am putting my faith into.  But beyond that I try not to think about it.  I know that 'it' will work out in the end, so some of those details just don't matter too much.  There is so much that I would  like to have or do, but I can't.  Life outside of myself will just have to happen with me only doing what I can do and hoping for the rest.  And I use the word 'hope' in the most religious of senses as in faith, hope and charity.