Seems like it would be better to write in the morning after I wake up with some energy then come dragging in at the end of a long day and try to be creative.  But that would also kind of defeat the purpose of trying to write about my feelings at the end of each day and either celebrate something good, or try to repent of a not so good day.  The way that it is now it just seems to complete the day when I can take a moment to reflect and evaluate and it kind of completes a day like dessert completes a meal.  As for today I had some good parts and not bad parts, but things that show me areas of concern.  I try to limit those thoughts to just me, but it is part of the package that I am concerned about everyone.  I just feel for family, ward members and friends and everyone when I let go.  It is quite a burden, but I think appropriate as I value all of them as part of a family that I am incapable of comprehending.  But feelings for them happen and I just try to deal with them the best that I can.  My lesson went well today but it was also a reminder to me of my project.  You see, I am here to work on me and I'm not nearly finished.  Progress, yes.  But 'there' no way.  So I'll keep getting up trying and ending each day trying to put in words something about how I'm doing.  It does sound simple, but you know just how complicated it really is.