I've put myself in that position again.  It's late.  I'm tired.  I am all out of ideas, but I have to do this before I can go upstairs.  We went to our fhe group for dinner and didn't get home until almost 10:30.  But I am almost too tired to go to bed.  I just want to sit and chill first, but the more I do that the later it gets.  We had our pond's annual cleaning today.  We actually sat outside near the pond while it was filling up.  It is so much nicer to have it cleaned out.  Our 7 fish are all big and fat, but they can't have any kids.  Hopefully it will stay algae free at least for a little while.  I had been asked to do a lesson for our fhe tonight.  I just led a discussion on what a broken heart and a contrite spirit is.  That was enough to keep us going for over an hour.  It was good and we realize that we have grown quite close to the folks in that little group.  Nothing special.  Just ordinary people spending time together and being real.  The week will continue to be busy for Sheila, but not much going on for me the rest of the week--just work and more work and maybe I'll be able to keep on thinking serious thoughts.