I'm a different person when Sheila is not here.  Combine that with the Olympics on tv and I practically shut down.  I thought about doing more all day long.  But that's about as far as it went.  I did do a couple of good things, and circumstance didn't exactly lend themselves to me being productive, but I could and should have done more.  Our plans for the day were dictated by Shelli's unexpected change in that kidney stone operation.  It ended up being worse then they planned so she got home in much more pain then anticipated and in need of  much more help.  So Sheila stayed over another night and tomorrow is a question now too.  I support what my wife is doing, but I am surprised at how I have reacted to it all.  I feel good about it, but mostly I am sort of in a daze.  Time just floats by and I kind of 'float' with it.  We'll see if I can break out of this tomorrow.

 

Elder Porter is gone!  I still feel like it is the start of something for me too.  But today didn't seem like a very good start  to whatever 'it' is.