This morning I feel like I have returned from a vacation and I need to just do 'regular' stuff in order to continue to recuperate.  Yesterday was a most relaxing day, but now I am back to a sort of reality.  Our week of celebration was great, but our 'ordinary' life is the best part.  I have a lot of memories in my head from the movies and our talks and the week in  general and I am in a 'sorting process' with all of those ideas.  It was an eye opener to see LINCOLN and understand who was really in charge then and orchestrating history so the 'plan' was followed.  One man made a difference, but there were many, many others put in a proper place that made it all happen.  Having the light of the gospel really helped to see what was actually going on back in 1865.  Then the 2 Lord of the Rings movies have me doing work sorting and thinking on this life long battle of good vs. evil.  You know, with what we have been blessed with we really do know and understand so much more then 'they' did.  I have decided that I do know enough to quit my quibbling about understanding more and just live what I know.  I don't need answers as much as I need doing what's right.  I see and understand enough to 'get there from here'.  So that is what I need to do.  The light will continue to come as I do and act and believe and serve.  Do you realize that you know enough already?  You already have what it takes.  You and I just need to DO it.  Help me and I will try to help you.  Deal?