I did stay for a few minutes but then I went upstairs to go to bed and it was dark!  Sheila had finally given in and was sleeping soundly while I did my things to get ready for bed.  She had the alarm set for 7:30 which let me know that she wasn't planning for choir practice.  I needed more time so I reset it for 7 and when I got up the decision was made that she would be staying home from church.  I ventured out on my own.  After the block I had 2 home teaching appointments and then I finally crashed for a short nap.  Around 3 we took a road trip for some errands and especially to get Phil's car for our real road trip on Tuesday.  The best part of my day was the time that we had to just talk during the ride.  I told Sheila that I was actually getting excited about our visit to Arizona.  Sheila actually finished my sentence with the word 'excited' at the same time.  The rest of our day has been pretty uneventful.  I still feel left over good vibes from yesterday.  I talked to her about that, and even now I'm not quite sure that I understand why I feel so good.  I just feel right.  I feel tired, but I feel good too.  I decided to let my book go for at least one more night.  I am anxious to write it but I want to do it up right.  I really find it hard to realize how fast this month is flying by.  How this coming week will go I know not, but I am trying to get it organized and am looking forward to it.  It is early right now and I need to spend some time just thinking.  There is so much on my mind.  My major effort will be to consider my present feelings and mind-set and see if I can understand me better.  I don't recall feeling quite this way before.  It is confusing.  Wonderful, but confusing.