I want to do this less tonight then in a long time.  I am not real happy with my day.  I wasted time that should have been put to better use.  I let myself down and I have a bad feeling about that.  BUT for some reason that baffles me I still have hope that burns inside of me that I am still a good person and that I can rebound and do better tomorrow.  There is way too much to feel good about to let less then stellar day take me out of my game.  I still have all of my faculties and I am a person of worth when my mind and heart are right so I will work on getting them back where they need to be and work some magic the rest of tonight and then tomorrow.  My week has actually been going way too well for me to spoil it completely.  Looks like I will have some choices to make tomorrow what with Cortney's game and work and the car and Sheila's work and our errands and lots of stuff.  All I know right now is that I will not waste time like I did today.  Of course with that being said you'd know that I didn't get to my 'pile' today.  I had enough to do otherwise except for my time wasted and even now I have more pressing piles that await tomorrow.  I am already feeling anxious to get started on working tomorrow towards a productive day and put today behind me.  The 3rd is now history and can only serve to learn from and help make me smarter because of it.  Anyway, except for that one problem with today I actually feel quite good.  I did 47 last night and then again this morning.  My health seems tolerable and of course my wife is the star in my sky the warmth in my  heart and the friend always on my side.  I will move forward.