I committed to get up early and be on time for choir practice but I honestly did not expect much but coughing.  Then I had the thought that a small miracle would be nice, but it could only happen if I was actually there.  So thoughts of not going were replaced and I again gave some credence to the idea of a private, little miracle just for me if I showed up.  And you know what, it actually happened.  I wasn't great, but I sang better then I had since we started in September.  Then after practice I continued to cough and it has been with me on and off since until even now.  But it didn't occur during my lesson which was another seemingly out of body experience.  I actually liked the way that it went, but I leave in behind very quickly.  It still seems so strange to me.

I just heard Sheila coughing again.  We both are still dealing with that and are quite tired of it all.  How much longer are we going to have to put up with it?  She says that here bouts really take her energy, and I have to concur.  Just being sick is bad enough, but a few coughing episodes and I'm thinking nap time.  It's a good thing that Sunday is a good day to think that way.  I did take a short nap early, but since then we have had tithing settlement and dinner and I watched Tim Tebow do it again.  But I have run out of energy.  It's 8:31 and I'm nearly finished with this so I will go up and get ready for bed.  I've been quite chilly down here anyway since I watched a show about state trooper in Alaska so I really need to warm and cuddling up with a thick blanket and going to sleep really appeals to me.

I'm a bit anxious about the coming week.  My last two weeks have been my best two weeks of the year and I'm afraid that I am in for a slow down.  So I will have to be creative in order to be productive and have to work hard to make this coming week as good as I can.  It all seems like such a dream.  I don't know quite how to explain it. Of course life is all too real, but somehow there it is happening to me and there I am just letting it happen.  I can't explain it to myself so any explanation  will probably be difficult to explain to you. Cough cough cough......................................................................