It's too early to get the results on Cortney's ball game.  I find it a little strange that I am shutting down this early, but then when I think about it it has been this way for over 3 weeks.  It was even before I got sick.  I believe it was just before Thanksgiving when we drove to Sharolyn's place in Arizona.  After the long drive I was tired so I went to bed early.  When we got back this gombu hit me and I have been pretty consistent about going to bed earlier then normal.  So now this is 'normal'.  As of right not I do feel so much better.  But I still feel 'it' and, of course, the fatigue comes with it.  It is so hard for me to realize that this month is about 1/2 over.  The end of the year is so close.  Before I now it I'll be writing 2012 on my stuff.  Work is taking on a year's end kind of feel too.  I haven't yet hit the vacation mode, but being sick I have been able to really, really 'relax' without feeling too much guilt.  Imagine, Christmas is only 10 days away.  I want so much to sleep and not do anything, but that is complicated by my desire to be active, work and be productive.  How can those 2 diametrically opposites exist in me??

Anyway, I decided that I will sit up until Cortney's stats become available and then I will go to bed.  Don't know what tomorrow will bring.  But I do hope that I continue to make progress even though  it is in such small steps.  Believe me, any progress is welcome.