This has been a very strange day.  It was as if I was trying to make it one kind of a day, and it was trying to make itself something else.  I felt entitled to lounge around because I am still a bit sick, yet things kept acting like I ought to be working all day.  Both Sheila and I had such plans, but they never worked out.  One thing that we did need to do was get the car fixed.  That took much longer then Sheila wanted it too and it really changed her day.  She had such plans, and she was unable to get them started, let alone done.  I feel like I let her down some there.  I'm not sure what could have been done differently, but I felt bad that her wishes went wanting.  Now she has tomorrow to stuff a couple of days of errands into.  Both of us are really looking forward to Saturday, but today could have been a lot more helpful.  But it is what is is and we are both in the position of needing to do more tomorrow.  Richard was able to help us out in getting the car there and back and that worked out nicely, so we thank him.  With two more days left in 2011 I have to be careful to do them right.  I wonder if it is me doing my days, or my days doing me.  I don't feel like I am always in control of what happens.  I guess that is because I am not in control that much.  I just hang on and hope I can affect things a little bit.  Anyway, I stayed up way too long.  I did see that Cortney's team did win and BYU lost and I settled for less of a day then I could have had.  And I still have my cough some, and a bit of that sore throat still.  But I still see great blessings, and high hopes and so much good coming.