I've been upstairs all day until I came down just moments ago.  The first thing I did was find Colton's picture on Facebook where he is in the hospital. They have diagnosed him with RSV.  My wife did visit him and Shelli and says that Shelli is being brave.  But I know that she is fretting over this newest suffering of her little one.  I am not immune, but I also feel confident that in a few days he will be find and I believe that it will be for his good.  I don't 'know' how I can say that I just 'know' that I can say that.  Apparently there are lots of youngsters going through the same thing.  I wonder, is this a new disease that we just invented, or has it always been here without a new fancy name?  Either way I'd gladly take in on myself if that was a possibility, but that too is frivolous because it can not happen.

 

As for my day I feel pretty good.  I count my lesson as a success, but it has taken on surreality so I just acknowledge it and move on.  I am not even taking a moment to enjoy it. It only helps me realize my journey so I get back to that.  

 

Apparently my next couple of days will be affected by the little guy and his 'rsvp' so I'll handle it the best that I can.  What is the most important is an easy call.  I'm still trying to understand this 'living in the world, but not being of the world thing'.  It can be very confusing at times.