Last night I substituted doing the heavy lifting of emptying out the stairwell for my push ups.  That also replaced me driving the wife to Sharon's around 9 even though her two least favorite things were in play: driving in the dark and driving in the rain.  Thank you mate.  I also substituted writing on my blog for not writing on my blog.  I guess I replaced it with washing out the skimmer around 9:30.  After that I just went to bed.  That storm we experienced yesterday was pretty fierce, wasn' it?  I was able to suffer through it by just staying here at home, but then that is what I do every day.  Some days I appreciate my job more then on other days.  Sheila and I are still talking about the job that our family did for us on Monday.  It is a gift that keeps on giving.  We really appreciate your hard work.  I was glad to watch the Pacers defeat the Heat last night.  I seem to get more pleasure out of the Heat getting beat.  I thought about that and wonder if that is a sin.  Maybe I ought to be kinder and gentler.  But it was just so much fun to see.  Anyway, today is a new day.  I believe that I will have some time to my 'other life' today so I will devote some effort to a book that our home teachers finally delivered to us last night.  It has to do with one of my 'projects'.  And I will try to not feel guilty about taking the time to devote to it, that is, if I simply get my work-work done first and then go from there.  Maybe this not being retired retirement isn't so bad after all.  I am just trying to figure out just what it is that is expected of me.  This time and place of my life is still a bit of a conundrum.  I'm afraid to enjoy it too much figuring that I'm doing it wrong.  But then I am finding that it is such a perfect fit to my dream that I am coming around to it more.  I just need more time and especially more insight.  I will work on that.