Again I have a retraction that I must publish.  I was wrong when I wrote that Sharon's new car was a 'new' car.  It was a used car.  But when Sheila called me this afternoon and said that she was in that car on the freeway and Sharon was driving 90 miles an hour with the top down and giggling all the time--well, that was true.  I'm thinking of starting a pool about when Sharon will get her first speeding ticket.  Any takers?       I finally got my messy situation with my doctor figured out today.  I got new pills and I have been using my new blood pressure machine for several days now.  Now I need to make my doctor's appointments for sometime next month.  I will do that tomorrow.  I also hope to see my work increase.  Right now it is slacking and will be a serious slack if it doesn't improve this week.  I am trying so hard to inch forward in so many different things.  I'm concerned about my health, my future, my spiritual progress, demands of things around the house that need to be fixed and the weather. Just keeping up is a real challenge. Everything plays a role and it all needs attention and  could be done better if I will just do my job right.  I sometimes feel that you kids live such a hectic, busy life, but my own situation seems to demand more from me then I can give.  So getting older isn't a solution.  It has it's own set of problems and in some ways they are worse then the one's we faced when we were raising kids.  Can't change 'em though so the answer is still the same.  Just keep doing what you can as well as you can and hope that the rest won't come back and bite you. (too often!)