I've been just sitting around wasting time putting off doing this.  But I need to get this day over with so I can look to a better day tomorrow.  I have been such a lazy bum today,  and that after such a good day yesterday.  But that is my reality.  Some days I just don't do as well as I ought to do.  Work didn't help any as all of my numbers were pretty pathetic.  It would be easy for me to get down on myself, but it is way too early for that.  I've seen things change so dramatically in just a day that I need to wait and hope for better tomorrow.  I did do something good today, and that was that I got back to my push ups this morning by doing my 51.  The pain that was my reason to stop for about 4 or 5 days was gone and it did feel good to be able to do all 51 of them this morning.  My blood pressure numbers were good also.  It was just in my work that things fell apart.  

 

I do still have my new, favorite song on my mind.  It is my new theme and I feel glad that I was able to run across it.  It still has much to offer me and so much to learn as I memorize it to be used at a future date that I do not know, but that I am sure will happen.

 

I am already starting to feel what I will feel like this coming week when my wife is not here.  I do try to see the adventure side of that when it happens, but I know the lonely side of it will most likely take over.  But I am being taught about that 'furnace' design part of my life and I can't whimper or complain.  I need to man up, face it and do the best that I can.  Course that goes for tomorrow too, and for every day after that.  Verses 1, 2, 3 and 4 all teach about that!