I wasn't the only one who didn't have a good day.  I just looked up Cortney's softball game.  2-1 Too bad.  The Y didn't fare any better and that game in the afternoon really took me out of my game plan.  I kept looking for something to do that would get me started, but I never found a magic pill.  So mostly I just hung around waiting for the day to end.  I could never say the day was wasted because there is always something to hold on to.  But today I just never found it.  I get that way some times, so I have to start counting my blessings.  I have always been able to find more to count for me then agin me. And today is no exception.  There is actually lots and lots to count on my side.  So much that I start to feel a bit guilty about feeling sorry for myself.  And still there is always tomorrow.  Maybe one day that won't be the case, but I am quite sure that for right now there will be a tomorrow.  And I will get up and shower and dress and get into the office and actually do something productive.  I started a list today of things I could do to have small victories.  And then I got so wrapped up in the game that I left it at that as if just creating the list was enough.  It wasn't and I feel the blaah of the way I chose to live the rest of my today.  But tomorrow, ah tomorrow.  My intentions are good, so stay tuned and see if the results are too.