Nothing extraordinary. In fact, today was very much like yesterday. I felt like I accomplished even more, but I was unable to dwell on any sense of satisfaction at all. I just moved on and eventually got bored with watching basketball and simply waited out the day. I just reread yesterday's entry and it made even more sense to me. Apparently I do change. I miss being able to celebrate longer, but if this is part of the price I pay then so be it. I reread Section 4 again and I see it as a road map. I am working on the 10 items stated in verse 6. I figure that if I can do those 10 things I will be what I want to be. But some of them I have a hard time defining right now, let alone 'being' them. I, also, am feeling my age a bit and see that, as my dad would say, "you can't learn it any younger". So 'it' needs special attention from this moment forward. My work is cut out for me, but I do have hope and faith and hopefully with lots of work I can do this. So whether anything extraordinary happens or not 'that' would be quite extraordinary.
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