Yesterday I ended my day with a bit of feeling like I had left some small victories un-won.  I am talking about filling my time with little jobs that go undone unless there is 'round tuit' time.  And I had some of that time and I simply wasted it.  I wanted to do better today.  Well, I actually had less free time and I didn't get to any of the 'list' tasks that have been hanging around for weeks.  I did do a couple of very small jobs and I was surprised at how good it felt to do such small jobs.  So I felt like I did make some progress, but the list is still there and I really need to get to it soon.  I will probably wait to really try until Saturday, but I can't wait any longer then that.  

 

I heard some good news today that got my imagination running.  Sharon's Johnny ( the legislator) called me to ask me about a bill that showed up today.  It wants to give P. I's the same authority as Constable's have.  We can do almost all, but there are 3 or 4 papers that we can't serve ( not supposed to serve)  If it does pass it will be a good thing for me and Richard, but I learned to wait and see first.  I felt good that I was a credible source of information for Johnny and I think I helped him know how to be responsible to his job.  And, again, if it passes it will be good for me.  And I really can't help but hope that it does happen.  

My life sure is complicated.  I feel so overwhelmed.  I try to slow it down, but I can't.  I just have to let things slide and I am trying to learn how to not be so hard on myself.  I am still working on that.