Wednesday, April 11, 2012

I wonder what it would feel like to be on top of things?  You know, to be caught up and just waiting for the new task to show up.  Instead, I feel so overwhelmed and have for so long that I know that it is a task impossible to catch up.  That goes for not just my work, but my journey as well as each and every one of my relationships.  Last night we were talking about how we can never catch up on being in debt to Heavenly Father because his blessings keep coming and our efforts to be worthy keep falling short.  Well, that same thing goes for my wife, my children, our friends my work and every other area of my life.  It is a bit of a depressing thing, but I am getting quite used to it.  And I am starting to accept it as well.  It is just the normal state of things, kind of like all of Murphy's Laws.  It seems that one more of them should read:  Your ability to pay will never catch up to your opportunity to receive.  And that's the truth!
One good thing is that it tends to keep you humble.  That is, if you really  believe it and understand the 'law'.  I do.  The humility I am working on still.  So much to do and so little energy to do it with.

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