It just isn't fair. The hours of the day are not equal. Some come with so much pressure that no way can you be successful. Others come with less pressure but than there is guilt if you don't fill them up. The evening hours are the worst. You are ready to relax your way to the end of the day and all of a sudden you are swamped with stuff to do and maybe time to do something, but no energy or desire to do anything. Then you normal routine stuff seems like a large burden and even though its stuff you do every day it seems overwhelming and you'd like to just hide away from it and start over fresh in the morning. New days do help you to feel better, but its not always easy to escape that sinking feeling of falling further and further behind. A short memory is required. So that's what I want right now: a short memory. Then I'll get up in the morning and pretend that I'm starting our even. Course, I know that by the end of the day I will be behind again. Then I'll need to forget all over again.
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