It may be late, but I am counting this for last night (only about 9 hours ago).  I felt so drained (and yet full) when we got home that I had to crash first and live later.  Even now my mind is so full of stuff that is waiting for evaluation, sorting, and filing that I feel like I am operating on overload.  It was really the whole day that was involved, but mostly from around 5 to after 10.  That was the event!  The wedding and party for Sharon and Johnny et al!!!  As I said, I am still sorting all of the thoughts, sensations and events of the evening.  I have this feeling inside of me that I am trying to understand, but mostly I am just trying to enjoy.  It is teaching me something.  The first things that I notice is just how subtle it is.  So, I thing 'small', but it isn't 'small'.  'Subtle' is really the right word if I understand the definition correctly. So, so subtle and yet so solid, large and powerful.  It goes with all of the thoughts, sensations and memories from last night.  I see it as something that will take a while to properly 'sort and file'.  It has to do with Sharon, all of the wonderful other family members who were there and Jeremy!  (surprise, surprise!)  Please excuse that I am not going in to a lot of detail yet.  It is such a powerful experience that it going to take me some time to really articulate even to me what all has happened.  I hope that perhaps all of you who were there will understand what I am writing and feeling and thinking about and in the end of the pondering make it as powerful a part of you and your memories as I see happening with me.  Time to reflect I am allowed, but not rest for the weary as time keeps marching on and new memories are being made everyday.  But last night, well, that is one of the real keepers!