I've been here in the office all day.  Sheila was gone most of the day to take this district food test.  So I just tried to keep busy.  I didn't have a lot of office work that needed doing so I forced myself to keep at the office redo and did a lot of shredding and throwing out to prepare the office and my mind for the job.  I still don't have a clear vision in my mind about how to do it, but I am laying some ground work so when I figure it out I will be closer to it and have a lot of the prep work finished.  Soooo, here I am tonight and I want to do something more so I am leaving myself some time to go up and sit in my green chair and read and have some prayful thought time and end my day on a pensive note and even keep alive the good thoughts and feeling from yesterday.  And I am looking forward to tomorrow and having Sheila around in the office for a big part of the day.