I have been so tired today.  It was unusual for me to be this tired even for a Monday.  Early on I figured that it was just transition, but later I thought that grandpa duties finished me off.  We went down to Shauni and Jeff's for Aaron's birthday because we have somthing else going on tomorrow night.  And I actually read a book to Abigail and tucked Ashley in to bed before we left.  Grandma tucked Aaron in and sang him a song. Everything together has really tired me out.  And now I have even more to do tomorrow.  But, I am thinking a lot about this few days away this week with the family at Bear Lake.  The trip is starting to shape up well and I am committing myself more then I had thought.  I do worry that I won't be able to endure it all as I have started to feel my age more now then ever before.  But my desires still 'run faster' then my feet.  So we will just see how well I can do.

There is so much that I could worry about.  However, I chose not to.  Sounds simple, but it really isn't.  It does work on my mind.  I hope I am not making a mistake by trying to be carefree.  But for right now it will have to be a mental struggle because my body is too tired to get after anything except a night's sleep.