I started this a few minutes ago and then I pushed the wrong button or something a it was gone.  I tried to recover, but no it wouldn't work.  Goes to show that I am really not as good at this tech stuff as I thought I was.  But starting over is not such a bad thing.  I wish that I could start over in a lot of things.  But I have grown accustomed to being error prone.  Maybe too much so, but when you've gone almost 66 years without a perfect day you start to see your life differently.  I can only hope that 'perfection' is possible somewhere in my future.  But for now I am trying for that 'serenity' that the 'serenity prayer' describes.  You know:  'God grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change; the courage to change the things that I can, and the wisdom to know the difference'.  I don't have all of any of those 3, but I believe that I do have some of all of them.  So knowing that I have such a long way to go all I can do is continue in diligence.  Isn't that all that we can ask of ourselves?  And I know that the other 1/2 of the battle is to not get down about that reality.  That would be so easy to do, but is the last thing that I can do.  So bring on Thursday and I'll just try to take it on and get something out of it, something good, that is.