Saturday, July 28, 2012

You'd think that doing less all day long would save energy.  But it seems that time spends it whether you work hard or not.  The amount of work that I could have done today wasn't the key.  That was how much work I could get by without doing. So I spent my time on less productive activities like sitting, eating and watching tv.  Now I am as tired as if I had done lots of hard work and I find that I would rather start my go to bed routine as opposed to stay up late just because I can sleep in tomorrow.  I got the minimum done as I don't feel too badly about not working harder.  In comparison with Sheila I do feel badly because she had to tend 3 grand kids today and tonight she is engaged in making salads for the get together tomorrow.  She wasn't able to get off to the store until after 5:30.  Hopefully she won't have to stay up too late to get her work finished. Me, I'll probably be asleep be asleep when she comes to bed, which I usually am anyway. There is some good about not doing much in a day, and there is some that I do not like.  I expect more of myself, but I'm am quite used to my inadequate out put.  Not necessarily pleased, but used to it.  I'd like to end with something cleaver, but I don't feel very clever right now.  Just grateful and disappointed in how I show it.

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