It's almost a week and I am still paying for the bad decision to not let Sheila put sunscreen on me up at Bear Lake. She tells me that my medication causes me to burn easier and I know that my age also has something to do with the slow healing thing. It has mostly stopped burning, but it does itch more now. The color has also changed to kind of a deep shade of red but shows little sign that it has done much fading. One day I may learn to listen more to my wife, but you's think that I would be better at in now.
I am feeling my normal Friday night fatigue. And this time I am looking at a Saturday that is full to overflowing with work. There is so much for me to do that I am not sure that I can get it all done tomorrow. That was the case today too. I did do lots, but there is only so much time in a day (1440 minutes!) and I can only do so much. I'd like to be able to declare that I am getting better at not being overwhelmed with it all. But I fear that I am not. Both time and energy challenge me. At the fact that I 'persist in doing' doesn't seem to make the days any longer or me any less tired. But I am getting some better at accepting the new (old) me. Even 'working smarter' doesn't always help because there is simply too much to do. At least Saturday comes with less pressure then the 5 work week days. I am interested to see how well I will be able to fill it.
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