In about an hour our grandson, Hunter, will 'go under the knife' at the Primary Children's Medical Center.  Seems his appendix is way beyond his 11 years and giving him problems.  Seems that Shelli and Phil are 'enjoying' old home time at the place that is oh so familiar to them.  Kinda like 'Cheers' where everybody knows your name.  When I heard last night I had virtually no reaction.  It's not that I am callous, but it seemed just another day and I had such peace about it that I hardly reacted.  Earlier in the day we had talked to Shauni who was having an issue of her that was as serious, but again I had such peace over it that I seemed barely concerned. We had heard about Sharon's experience of the last week or so, and thought of it in much the same way.  Others are or were sick and we took note and then moved on.  I hope I haven't become hardened to these kinds of things.  I don't think so.  I believe that I just have a peace of mind that comes and helps me deal with them.  Last night we went to a dinner with friends to say farewell to 'Sid and Jeri' who have received a call to serve a mission in Nauvoo.  It was 'their' night and we didn't feel our usual negativity towards them (her).  Afterwards we talked about our feelings and found that we both are at peace with where we are.  Neither of us are satisfied with our circumstances, but we are happy in them and we do have peace about our earthly journey.  Do we wish for more and better, yes, we do.  But we count our blessings and just try to meet each new day and get a little bit more done.  As much as life seems to be in control we have figured out how it works.  We try to render unto Caesar (life) that which is Caesar's and render unto God that which is God's.  Everything is a balancing act and we do our best.  It doesn't always work, but for the most part we get by.  I know that Hunter will be fine.   The Rosbach family will score more hours in their PCMC dance card.  Shauni will heal and so will Sharon and all of the rest of you, regardless of what it is that ails you.  Mom and I will continue to get older, but better, and I see more good ahead of us all, because even the bad is good when you are at peace.