Oh my, I didn't remember to take my blood pressure.  So when I reviewed my last entry I did remember, but I don't think that I will do it tonight.  I have remembered my blood # every morning, but when I do my blood pressure I do it 4 times.  My #'s have been good so if I skip tonight it will be okay.  Happy birthday Phil, and a belated happy anniversary to Shelli and Phil.  I teased Shelli this afternoon about only being at 13, but she said that you can't skip from 1 to 43 so she is where they are and that's that.  Can't argue with it so just enjoy and keep counting.  Right now Cortney is playing ball.  I will look it up in the morning and hope that they do well.  12 and 0 would be 'well', but I just hope that she has fun and doesn't get herself hurt.  I still look at her pictures on the walls of my office and remember her from her beginning.  It is so fun to see her grown and 'old' and doing all of this stuff.  I wish life were such that I could see all of her games.  But I know that even Russ and Sherri are not able to do that.  So far my day has gone quite well.  I am almost 100% well and enjoyed a little sunshine and a little warming today.  But I understand that the next two days are going to be stormy and snowy.  We'll see how that affects things.  Sheila has to go out into the weather more then I do.  I guess that I am getting pretty soft.  I am still going through what I described before as a strange time in my life.  I can't quite figure out what I am feeling.  I do a lot of pondering and right now a lot of reading.  I should finish my book tonight if not then by tomorrow for sure.  It has filled my head with thoughts, good thoughts, but heavy ones.  Trying to figure out all of the questions that life brings is tough enough, but trying to figure out the answers to those questions is even tougher.  I know that life isn't fair, and I know that it isn't easy.  I just figured that eventually I would figure it out more instead it has just gotten more complicated.  Maybe that's just to keep it interesting.  One thing I don't get is bored.  Tired, yes, confused, yes.  Frustrated, a little sometimes. But never bored!