I am not so optimistic tonight. I believe that I a being honest when I say that this just might go on beyond the weekend. I did not have but a short few moments when I felt no pain and that the medication was actually working well. Most of the time I had this dull pain which was a real bother but which I worked through, or at least mostly worked through. I guess that it was that way last night too. I did sleep a couple of times, but sat a lot more. Tonight will be either good that way or a repeat of another bad night. I just can't seem to come out of this fatigue too. Almost any moment I can drift off, but I can't because even a dull pain keeps me from doing that. Here's hoping for progress for tonight, and of course for the longer haul, which I hope is starting to come to an end. With my health, my beard and my shaggy hair and not being able to really bath appropriately I am probably not fun to be around. (to say nothing of the actual pain !)
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