Some days just make me more thoughtful.  I'm trying to examine what happened today to make me that way, but there wasn't anything particularly special.  Oh, one phone call was quite disturbing.  An attorney that I served some papers for told me that his client was very angry with me and wanted to have him sue me.  It was a situation that I did mess up and I felt so lousy about what happened, but it scared me to think that I would have to come up with money to try to make it right.  There are so many other factors that exacerbated the matter, but I was surprised at how badly I felt about the part that we messed up.  I am learning that both mortal life and eternal life aren't always pleasant and warm and fuzzy.  There is really a lot of pain out there.  I dream about avoiding it, but that is not going to happen.  I better learn to deal with it better.  anyway, for whatever the reason I have been quite thoughtful.  Seems as though my serious meter has risen a notch or two.  I guess I am just getting old.  Or maybe I am just getting ready for conference.