It seems that everything can bring a dilemma.  Even feeling good has a down side.  Here I am finally feeling better after what seems like forever and yet it isn't all good.  I just am not totally there.  And being out of it for so long actually makes it hard because I seem to have lost a step here and there and I just can't perform the way that I want to.  It is so nice to have the pain gone, but I am unable to do all that I want to do.  My motion and movement with my shoulder is so much better, but 'normal' just isn't possible yet.  I must be patient.  And I can't be too anxious to do it all at once.  It doesn't take much to remind me me of that.  The pain isn't very far away and does remind me that I need to take it as it comes and not try to rush things.  But it sure is better to journey forward without the pain and minimize the gain then try to be tougher then I really am.