Sheila had to be up earlier to drive down to Shauni's. She left just after 8 and didn't get back until after 2 pm. So I just got up, dressed and into the office and just got busy. I had plenty to do for the morning and in to the afternoon. Then I slowed down some and watched some tennis and other tv and only worked on and off for the rest of the day (mostly off!). I wanted to do my bike riding, but last night I found that the bike didn't work well. The grand kids playing on it had adjusted it so I could hardly budge it. I hope that it is simply the batteries that need replacing. So I put it off for a day. Then today Sheila brought some batteries down, but they were the wrong size. So I still have hope that new batteries can fix the problem, but first I need to get the new batteries ('c'). I feel a bit down because I don't have a lesson to prepare for and I'm not reading a book that interests me right now. I need to find something to do because I feel badly when I just sit around. I don't do 'nothing' well. I can call napping doing something, but only in small doses. I need to find something to fill up the slack. At least today was better because I showered this morning. I have felt pretty good all day, just a little lazy. Normally I can think my way into feeling productive, but for some reason I couldn't or didn't get into that today. Funny, having down time should be a perk. But to me it seems like a burden. I just have to become more creative.
I am just like you. I hate doing nothing. It makes me feel horrible and restless. I hope you find a project soon.
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