I have different parts of me that have a vote in the decisions that I make.  There's the basic natural man vs. the spirit.  There's the mental part and the emotional part.  I guess if I were real diligent I would be able to identify a few other parts that have a part in my decisions.  Right now my body is usurping authority over everything else and forcing me to even give up the 2nd half of a BYU basketball game.  My other choices are just sitting still so my body doesn't ache or trying to do some of my reading and studying on my current truth project.  But after standing around for about 3 hours at the ward trunk or treat I am feeling at least 87 years old and I hurt at least that much.  So my best choice is to prepare for Sunday and call my Saturday history.  I believe I can judge our service today as a success.  The event went over very well and we got much more credit for it then we deserved.  But it came at a price and I have paid that and expect to recharge and regenerate in order to enjoy what Sunday has to offer.  I wonder how some others who are so much older then I am do it.  Maybe I have a defective physical body.  Or maybe we all are really tired at heart but just don't show it when we are out and about.  I guess I did that over there tonight.  But here at home I don't have to try to impress Sheila.  She knows me too well.  So I will just admit it and put myself to bed and hope for a kind of a rebirth due to a long, good night's sleep.