It feels like winter outside.  I just checked the water level in the stairwell and now I have to start worrying about the possibility of pumping if we get a big rain like the weatherman predicts.  If it does I hope that it at least holds off until morning.  Right now all I want to do is go to sleep.  I know that my should is getting better slowly but surely, but I know that there is something else going on with me.  I am so tired all the time.  I get up and I work hard, but I worry about being this kind of tired.  Right now the work is doing quite well.  Better then it has for a while, and I'm not sure that I could handle it if it got much better, BUT I wouldn't mind trying.  We are so far behind that just maintaining isn't enough.  There is so much that I would like to be able to do for Sheila and I feel badly that I can't do it.  I do fret about that.  And this getting better is taking way too long for me as well.  I know that right now I seem to have a fever and I know that my 'system' is out of whack too.  My lifestyle does suit that a bit, but I will have to be able to leave the house sometime.  But for now, it is time to try and get some sleep and hope that the night does some good for me in lots of ways.