I know that I wrote once before that I was finally better.  So this time I will not write that.  I can't because I still have, maybe a 2 % sore in my throat.  But I really believe that I am near victory.  I know that it does come and go, so I expect that it may hang around still.  But I felt really good today, and we did venture out for several hours and it was good to do so.  However, I did tell Sheila that I was glad to get back home because driving in our little car and being downtown in the crowds got me a bit claustrophobic.  I don't remember that ever happening before, but today I was anxious to relax and be able to be in our spacious home and 'feel free to move about the cabin'.  It is getting near the end of my day as well as the end of my energy.  I know that last night I wrote about learning that I can't do everything. Well, I am having a hard time living that.  I want to do it all, and even though I know that it is impossible I keep trying to figure out a way to do it better.  So settle down hombre and let it go.  I just can't do it all.  But what can I do?  There is the harder question.  What do I include in all of my excluding?  Take tomorrow as an example. It is the weekend.  My work shouldn't play much of a role.  So how do I spend my time?  A BYU ball game at 4.  The post office around 10.  What will Saturday bring?  I am pretty good at imagining stuff that seems productive and beneficial, but then I just settle for sitting around and watching TV.
Can I do better?  And how do I do it if I can do it?  We shall see.